I think i've been thinking too much lately.. One thing leads to another, after my high school friend's wedding, a best friend of mine ask: "When will you get married?" I fall silent. For myself, the future still a dark image, i could imagine what i want in the future but i don't know if i could make -that picture perfect- become reality or not. I work, i have a nice job -the one that won't make your working day as a nightmare- but with my income now, it's still a long way to go, ma' man!
Did my friends have bigger salary than me? Am i good enough? And i become more and more depressed.
When i push myself to stop comparing and asking, it become easier to accept who am i and appreciate what i have. When i go home tired and sad, i always have someone to talk to; my family, my boyfriend and my loyal friends, isn't it the real treasure -worth more than money can buy- that i already have?
xoxo
PS: My boyfriend sent a good morning greetings that makes me smile :) It's the sunrise at Tulamben, Bali.
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